At first, I tried it half-jokingly. My part-time job paid too little, I couldn't get more shifts, I wanted an easier life, and I didn't have enough money to enjoy myself. When I started looking for higher-paying work, I found a lot of adult job postings, so I thought, why not try it just once? Sex doesn't require any special skills, and the pay is high with immediate cash—pretty tempting. Still, I felt nervous when applying, worried I might have a bad experience or get yelled at. But the stress of being broke was stronger, so I ended up applying anyway. On the day of the shoot, I even considered bailing out, but I pushed through, thinking about how I wanted to buy a new game. Facing the camera was incredibly embarrassing, and I felt awkward when asked to do sexual things—I felt sorry toward the guy who was patient with me. But this might have been the most pleasurable sex I've ever had. I gained both money and experience, and I'm genuinely happy. I might not have the courage to do it again, but this experience has become something truly significant for me.