I lack confidence, I'm shy and introverted, and I hate being photographed or filmed. But I like sex—I really like sex. No one ever pays attention to me, and even when I want to have sex, I'm forced to hold back. Then, out of nowhere, someone approached me. It's my first time doing something like this, but because I wanted sex, I came along. I don't want to get dragged into anything weird, but my desire for sex won out. Since I finally worked up the courage to come today, I want to fully enjoy it till the very end. Somehow, I feel like I can change myself starting today.