I usually spend my days going to college, living a normal life. Without a boyfriend, I sometimes get horny, and doing it alone started to feel lonely. A friend told me, "It's not exactly dating, but there's a great part-time job that pays well ♪" That's how I ended up here today. Honestly, "it's not a date" is accurate—but in a way, it might have been the start of something. I came here excitedly. The guy seemed much kinder than I expected, and we chatted easily. I even thought, "Hey, this is a nice encounter ♪" At the hotel, touching another person's skin for the first time in a while, being caressed gently and lovingly, I got so nervous. I was wetter than I could explain with just "it's been a while..." It wasn't just moist—I squirted, and it was so embarrassing being watched. Warm, big, and incredibly pleasurable, I found myself moving on my own, trying hard in the cowgirl position even though I'm usually passive. I kept saying how good it felt. Thinking it was a good connection, I gave him my contact info when leaving—but he probably saw it just as work, because he never reached out. I got carried away by pleasure and ended up misunderstanding everything! Oops ☆ I'm such an idiot, haha. Next time, I'll look for a real relationship, quietly ♪