I bought a floral dress today at Lumine Shinjuku for today's shoot. I usually work as a massage therapist, but it's tough—physically demanding work with extremely low pay. No overtime pay, few days off, and yet I'm expected to always look presentable, which is stressful. Honestly, it feels impossible to make a living like this. For dinner, I usually just eat rice with bonito flakes on top. I actually like the wrinkled texture. I've always enjoyed sex and was curious about AV, so when I masturbate, I watch AVs while using a vibrator. I love stopping right before I climax, building up the fantasy and teasing myself slowly to prolong the pleasure. Since I can't afford much, I usually just use free sample videos, but this time it's a real paid AV—someone's actually going to buy this? That thought motivates me to do my best, so I came dressed in sexy lingerie to give it my all. I was a bit nervous today, but excitement and anticipation outweighed it. The parts of my body I like most are my eyes and my waistline—people often compliment my slim waist. It's been a while since I've done something this erotic, and I got really turned on. It felt amazing, and I even got paid. Tonight, I think I'll treat myself to rice with extra bonito flakes.