Since marrying her husband, she has been consumed by child-rearing, while he remains busy with work. Before she realized it, she hadn't enjoyed sex for nearly three years—including her entire pregnancy. She worries daily: has she lost her appeal? Though she still loves her husband deeply, she's young, her body remains sensitive and yearning, yet untouched by him. Craving to be fulfilled by a man's strength once more, she decides today to meet a penis other than her husband's. To surrender to pleasure instinctively might be mere desire—but even so, she wants to forgive him.