It's not that I dislike sex with my boyfriend. But I've always felt something was missing, and I've never truly reached satisfaction. I do feel the warmth and intimacy, and I respond to his stimulation, yet something still feels incomplete. When I consulted an older coworker, they simply told me, "That's just how it is," which left me a bit confused. Is that really the truth? Should I just accept that as long as it feels good, it's enough? Wrestling with these thoughts, I finally decided to apply for this. At first, I was nervous in the bright, lively room, but the male actor gently held me, and before I knew it, I had opened up completely. Using sex toys was almost entirely new to me, and the sensation was far more intense than I imagined—I could barely stand afterward. I'd rarely experienced prolonged oral stimulation either, and I found my hips moving involuntarily. Yet deep down, I realized I wanted to become bolder. Even if it's embarrassing, I wanted more—I didn't want it to stop. Maybe that honest desire showed. Gentle yet intense, dirty yet pleasurable—this overwhelming pleasure has left me feeling deeply satisfied now.