I work as a waitress at a wine bar. This is my first shoot, and I'm a bit nervous, so I'm showing off my shoulders to psych myself up. My smile might look stiff, but that's proof of how nervous I am. I'm worried I might be sweating, which is kind of embarrassing. I applied because I've always been curious about sex. I was interested in the atmosphere of an AV set and what it's like to have sex with a male actor. I'm still not entirely sure about sex myself—when I was 17, a close classmate took me to the gym and more or less forced me to have sex. My first time happened right there on the gym mats. Though it was shocking, the thrilling experience actually felt good, and it remains a pleasant memory to this day. I think it was probably the best sex I've ever had. Sometimes I even jerk off remembering it. Since then, regular sex hasn't satisfied me anymore, and I've started craving slightly risky, wild sex. But I feel too shy to ask a guy for that kind of thing, so I've been unsure what to do. Still, holding onto that feeling, I wanted to shoot a video where I could experience unforgettable sex. I'm looking forward to it.