Because life is only once, I decided to go all out and experience making an AV. I was driven by the urge to feel this one and only chance—my very first—with a professional male actor, skin to skin. How many women around the world have ever thought the same? Maybe I'm a little strange, but I wanted to be honest about how I feel. Since I absolutely love affectionate, playful intimacy, I really wanted to express that desire during this shoot. I even made special preparations for this day—choosing red lingerie for good luck, paying extra attention to my figure, hitting the gym four times a week, and meticulously caring for my skin. Just imagining touching that huge, erect cock makes my heart race nonstop. When I rub it with my big tits, I can feel it twitch, and every time we move, I sense that hot, hard shaft thrusting deep inside me. This kind of experience is something you can't get from ordinary daily sex—it's truly special. I said this would be a one-time thing, but now I'm starting to feel the urge to come back here again. Maybe my heart is wavering because I've finally realized just how powerful this experience really is.