I broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago. He was older than me and at first he was kind and warm, but as time went on, his attitude gradually changed. I realized he was narrow-minded and selfish. Our time together in bed became increasingly careless, and his approach to sex felt arrogant—like he was just satisfying himself without any regard for me. That's when my heart began to drift away. Since the breakup, I haven't had much contact with men, and on days when I couldn't take it anymore, I'd masturbate alone. During those moments, I'd always imagine the person I secretly have feelings for, bringing myself to arousal. The reason I'm here today is partly because I've been feeling lonely since the breakup and want to fill that emptiness, but also because, honestly, I've never shown much interest in sex before and don't really understand it well. Right now, I truly desire to experience gentle, loving sex with someone emotionally mature and considerate. I believe a professional adult film actor might be able to give me that kind of experience, so I'm really looking forward to this. From the bottom of my heart, I hope you can give me an intense, deeply satisfying sexual experience that truly fits me.