I've been filmed doing erotic things by my boyfriend quite often lately, and it made me a bit uneasy at first. But after experiencing gonzo-style filming and watching adult videos, I started to think the actresses looked incredibly beautiful. I don't think my boyfriend is bad at it, but I began to desire being filmed that beautifully myself. I realized I actually enjoy being filmed, which is a little embarrassing to admit. During the interview, when my breasts were suddenly groped, I was flustered. Being stripped down to my underwear, having my nipples played with and being kissed made me incredibly aroused. Masturbating in front of people was completely new to me—I hesitated at first, wondering what to do, but at that moment, I felt as if I were someone else. It was also my first time using a vibrator, and as the pleasure built up, the male actor's cock appeared right in front of me. I was shocked by its size. I was surprised at myself for eagerly licking every part of it. When his cock entered me, I could no longer think straight. With my breasts roughly grabbed and his hips thrusting into me, my mind was overwhelmed with pleasure. Through this experience, I've become certain—I absolutely love being filmed.