I started in theater nine years ago and have gained various experiences as a troupe member, somehow managing to make it this far. However, maintaining the theater group is extremely difficult, and I often wish we had a sponsor to make things easier. Operating as a small theater company constantly brings financial and personnel challenges. In light of that, I wanted to earn some income within my own limits, which led me to challenge myself in the adult video industry. Though still an acting role, I felt this path suited me well. At first, I thought my kisses would be timid due to shyness, but I was unexpectedly overwhelmed by passionate kissing. The excitement of gradually being undressed was something I'd never felt before. As my entire body was licked and caressed slowly with hands and tongue, I naturally spread my legs wide open, overcome by pleasure. That boldness, fully aware of fingers and tongue entering me, must have been the result. When faced with the male actor's cock, I couldn't help but smile. I became so immersed in the pleasure that my mind and body were intensely stimulated. I eagerly took his taste into my mouth, stuffing it in completely. I thrust my hips back, craving more, and still vividly remember the intense sensation the moment he entered me. After that, I experienced many things—moving my hips on my own, moaning loudly from pleasure, even uttering embarrassing words. Performing on stage is wonderful, but I've also come to find this hidden, erotic world behind the scenes deeply captivating.