I had feelings for a fifty-year-old widow but hesitated to make a move because of our age difference. One day, I happened to see her in mourning clothes. Her appearance was more stunning than I could have imagined—so erotic it shattered my self-control. Before I knew it, I had pinned her down and was making love to her instinctively. It had been a while since she'd been touched by a man, and she responded with intense sensitivity. Excited by her reactions, I lost myself completely and came inside her. In that moment, my uncontrollable desires exploded.