On a day visiting a friend's house, I became absorbed in my first ever adult magazine. That's when my friend's older sister appeared in the room and caught me. She mocked my virginity, forcibly touched my body, and bullied me relentlessly. I was made to cum over and over against my will. Even though I was suffering, I couldn't help getting aroused by the softness of a woman's body—the first I'd ever touched. Unable to resist these urges, I felt utterly confused by my own emotions.