I wrote about my feelings while obeying my Master's orders and being left alone. My chest bound with rope, hands tied behind my back, crotch rope in place, and my legs tightly bound with hemp rope, I was tossed onto the cool floor. In the silence, all I can think about is my owner. I miss him, I feel so lonely... The sweet stimulation of the crotch rope twists my body, reaching deep into my uterus, making me acutely aware of the changes within my mind and body. The time spent abandoned is also a time to confront my masochistic self, to reaffirm the pleasure of being owned and raised as a sexual servant, the growing strength of my submission, and the realization that I am helpless without my Master. I cannot achieve pleasure on my own. Everything is in my Master's hands, and I feel like a puppet under his control. When the vibrator is applied, I grow hot with a painful longing, excited by my own shameful arousal. Reaching climax uncontrollably, I feel sadness that my owner isn't there to witness it. When he finally returns to me and gently pets me, I silently vow to continue serving him faithfully as his obedient female dog. Mi U is my real, owned, managed, and raised pet. Our master-servant relationship is genuine. We film and upload these videos as public training sessions, as part of her discipline. I want to show that SM can be sweet, painful, and beautiful. Since we are both adults, Mi wears a blindfold and I wear sunglasses.