In 2020, I was diagnosed with ALS, a disease that gradually weakens the muscles, and I now live using a wheelchair. Through this experience, I want to help many people understand and empathize with the sexual aspects of people with disabilities, which have long been considered taboo. For about two and a half years, I've been unable to masturbate by hand. Due to decreased grip strength, I tire easily and find it harder to feel pleasure. Even so, I want to continue facing my body honestly and explore more deeply the sexual feelings and desires of people with disabilities.