In 2020, I was diagnosed with ALS, a disease that gradually weakens the muscles, and I now live in a wheelchair. Through this experience, I want to raise awareness about the sexuality of people with disabilities, a topic often considered taboo. I receive care from visiting nurses, including genital cleansing, but deep down, I desire to be cared for in a more sensual way, by someone more alluring and in a manner that allows me to feel more deeply. I've poured these feelings into this work, hoping to offer a new perspective on the relationship between disability and sexuality.