Spending each day lost in books, escaping from reality. Adult words all sounded like lies, so she'd always dive into her books and lose herself in fantasy. In her fantasies, she freely indulged in actions she could never take in real life. Imagining herself being bold and daring, or having wild sex with a wildly popular man. In those moments, she'd experience dreamlike pleasure, her entire body convulsing as she reached the ultimate orgasm. And on top of that, getting pocket money as a reward—her fantasy self left her trembling with excitement. These daily fantasies continually sparked new sessions of masturbation.