I had a reason for remaining a virgin. Shy since childhood, I always felt alienated from the joys of youth that my peers seemed to enjoy. My days at university were dull, merely watching from the sidelines as friends partied around me. Then one night, I witnessed an unthinkable incident between my stepmother and father, and in that moment, I became aware of emotions I'd never felt before. Instantly drawn to her in a powerful way, I began walking down a path entirely different from my old life.