Starting today, I began visiting a host club to earn money for living expenses. I've been separated from my husband for eight years; my 15-year marriage ended in divorce due to domestic violence. As a mother of three daughters, supporting my children's lives is entirely my responsibility. My ex-husband was indifferent toward the children and only ever demanded sex from me. Feeling that such a relationship couldn't last, I decided to protect myself by turning to night work. Keeping it a secret from my children, I've honestly reached my limit. The desire to lean on someone emotionally led me to step into a host club after work.