It's only been two years since we got married, but my wife and I have already stopped having sex. She was never really into that kind of thing, and one reason is that we have no plans to have children for a while. However, the real reason is different. It's that I've fallen for my wife's mother—my mother-in-law—more than my wife. Looking back, from the very first time I met her, my feelings might have been completely directed toward my mother-in-law. My father-in-law passed away a few years ago, so I often visit her family home with my wife, and sometimes it's just the two of us. On those occasions, I struggle to suppress my lust, desperately holding back the urge to rape my mother-in-law and release my sexual desires. Instead, I secretly film her and take care of myself alone while watching the footage. I've been living with these feelings every day, but a friend told me about this activity, and I thought that with everyone's help, I might be able to satisfy my sexual urges, so I decided to reach out. If this continues, I feel like I'm going to go crazy. Please, I'm counting on you.