One night, my drunken husband brought a friend home. That friend was Abe Ryusuke, someone I had known before. He was my former colleague from the company where I worked six years ago, and also my ex-lover. While stealing glances away from my husband, he started pursuing me. I tried to resist his forceful advances, but couldn't cry out because my husband was right there. Desperately suppressing my voice, I felt disgust in my heart, yet my body began responding to him. The presence of my husband only heightened the excitement. This conflict between mind and body drew me deeper into the affair with him.