Each day spent being violated by my department chief, my husband's words shook my soul. He defended me, yet scolded me to be grateful to him. His words made my body tremble. I wanted my husband to notice. But I couldn't bring myself to speak. Under the chief's control, my heart and body were gradually stolen from me. I felt a faint loneliness, as if a gap had opened in my heart. I truly wanted you to notice. I wanted you to fill me. My heart and body belonged only to you...