On the day I visited my neighbor's house to introduce myself after moving in, I never imagined this man would become someone who drastically changed my life. This encounter eventually led to the incident of him raping me months later. Although my married life seemed fine on the surface, unable to bear my husband's lack of sexual desire, I invited a lover into my home. When the affair was discovered, I was photographed, threatened, and the situation escalated further and further. I was forced to make masturbation videos and even raped while my husband slept beside me. Gradually, I found myself emotionally drawn to him.