I could never say it before. I've lived with this secret desire hidden in my heart: the wish for my wife Mary, the most beautiful and beloved woman in the world, to enjoy herself surrounded by strange men. Unable to accept these feelings within our marriage, I could no longer continue our relationship as it was. That's why I confessed this desire to her, and offered Mary to a group of middle-aged men. Watching my beloved wife, her lips and deepest parts ravaged by the circle of men around her, was an abnormal, surreal "skewering" that awakened an intense pleasure within me.