I could never say it. I've lived with this secret forever. The desire to see my wife Mahiro—the most beautiful, most beloved woman in the world—surrounded by strange men, her body toyed with by them. Hiding this from each other as a married couple became unbearable. So I confessed my feelings to Mahiro and handed her over to a group of middle-aged men. Watching her, surrounded by those men, her mouth and pussy relentlessly pleasured and thoroughly loved—it was an otherworldly scene, like she was being skewered from all sides. For me, it was an intensely arousing, extraordinary moment.