While my wife Yuki was away, I came home to find her in a heated argument with her mom friend. Trying to ignore it, I was struck by the shocking revelation the mom friend told me, sending my heart racing. In the man's room where the mom friend had been staying, I faced an unimaginable reality. That night, hearing my wife recount what happened stirred anger—but strangely, my body responded. We chose reconciliation, yet my wife eventually returned to those men. Perhaps I realized I was already broken. And I became aware that I would inevitably fall back into masturbating the same way again.