To lose my virginity, I stepped into a soapland and there, I met my first love. Kurea, a beautiful big-titted woman with a warm and gentle heart. I fell for her at first sight, and she actually accepted my once-in-a-lifetime confession. Every moment spent with her felt like a beautiful dream. But a crushing anxiety gnawed at me—was she giving the same service to other customers? My first sex, my first girlfriend, and then... my first heartbreak. Though our physical distance grew closer and closer, our feelings began to drift apart. The depth of love, and the inner turmoil hidden beneath it. This messy, painful first love with a soapland girl left a deep scar in my heart.