To lose my virginity, I visited a soapland for the first time—and there, I unexpectedly experienced my first love. It was an unbelievable dream come true: a kind, beautiful, big-titted woman named Eimi actually confessed her feelings to me, a guy who'd never been popular with girls, and we started dating. But could she be servicing other customers too? As my anxiety grew, so did my first sexual experience, my first girlfriend, my first taste of jealousy—and eventually, my first heartbreak. The deeper our feelings became, the more painful and agonizing love felt. This is a story of erotic desire and emotional turmoil, following a young cherry boy's first love with a soapland worker—and its inevitable end.