I've always had a big ass, so maybe that's why I've been prone to molestation since long ago. Every time I get on a train, I can always feel something touching my body, and when I look back, there's a man pressed tightly against me. At first, I resisted, but gradually I started feeling fingers caressing and grabbing my ass. Eventually, I realized how good it felt, and I began actively seeking out these molesters myself. Of course, I never press charges. For me, this act has become a new form of healing and relaxation.