My relationship with the president continues to this day, even though I'm married to my husband. Ever since the president raped me before I met my husband, I've kept this secret hidden from him. If my husband were to find out about this job, everything would collapse, so I'm forced to lie every day and meet the president. My life with my husband is far from ideal, with only the form of marriage remaining. My relationship with the president persists as the hidden foundation of my marriage. I'm constantly anxious that my husband might discover the truth. Yet, despite everything, I can't bring myself to end this relationship with the president.