My son, the ace of his high school baseball team, was selected to join Japan's national youth team—an event that filled me with indescribable joy as a mother. I began dreaming of his future as a professional baseball player. But that dream was shattered in an instant. One day, consumed by jealousy, his teammates attacked him and then turned on me. I was stripped naked, overpowered, and brutally gang-raped. My life became a relentless cycle of fear and humiliation. Day after day, I'm left wondering deep inside—how can I ever recover from this?