It has been nearly five years since I resigned from my job as a teacher. My husband was gentle and kind during our early married life, but now he's constantly away on business trips, lying to me, and it's become normal for him to be absent from home. The one who has supported me through these lonely days was my former student. He used to be immature and unreliable, but he has since grown into a responsible adult. We meet secretly once a month whenever our schedules allow. I know this relationship with my former student is forbidden and should end immediately, yet each time we are together, I'm overwhelmed by the intense pleasure we share, and I've lost the will to stop it.