After my son started dating his girlfriend, I began deliberately exposing myself masturbating and having sex with my husband in front of him. It was a shameful yet impulsive act—driven by a woman's instinct and desire to awaken his own. Now, unable to be intimate with his girlfriend and with my husband away on a business trip, I find myself drawn to my son's room. My body moves toward him as if called by his very presence. How does he see me now? What effect will my actions have on him? The answer can only be found here, in his room, at this very moment.