20 Years of Marriage, Mother of Two: After Raising My Kids and Returning to Work, I Can't Suppress My Desire for Humiliation. Please Defile Me on My Trip. Terasaki Izumi (Pseudonym), 41 Years Old
Now in her 40s, reflecting on her life so far, she began to yearn for things she had never experienced and secrets too embarrassing to share with anyone. Her marriage had grown cold and distant, and her role as a mother was coming to an end. Then she discovered her husband had a mistress, and she was consumed by deep jealousy. Yet, no matter how much she resented him, he wouldn't return—so she resigned herself to the reality. Returning to work and taking up a hobby she'd long neglected, she resolved to regain her smile. Still, as she made choices and let go of certain dreams, she felt her future slowly slipping away, leaving her emotionally unsettled each day. Amid this turmoil, a new desire emerged—to cherish experiences she'd never had as a woman, to find pleasure solely for herself. Wanting to rediscover her true self through new challenges, she now longs to finally live out these hidden fantasies.