Appearing in an AV has no deeper meaning. It's not something worth talking about, and there's a lot I can't say. Honestly, I don't care what people think. Everyone around me is always so noisy, just like usual. I'm not bothering anyone, so I wish they'd just leave me alone. People have always been like this since I was young. My parents told me, "At least get your high school diploma," so I barely managed to graduate. But teachers constantly bothered me, and I found it unbearable how chirpy and annoying girls my age acted. I always thought working part-time was much easier, and I considered quitting school many times. I was probably an outcast in class. If someone asked me the meaning of life, I'd answer "for self-actualization." If you ask who I am, well, I'm just a part-timer, not even a student anymore. When others try to judge me, they often rely on titles or social status, but I don't possess any of those. I want to always value my thoughts and feelings through my own sensibilities. Somewhere along the way, "living by participating in society" stopped being a means and became an end in itself. No matter how much passive, upside-down adults regard me as an outsider or look down on me, my identity doesn't exist in the places they're searching for. So please, stop making noise and just leave me alone.