Back when I imagined my ideal sex life, I thought it would be like the passionate scenes I saw in dramas and movies—intense and real. But in actuality, even with boyfriends, it was always the same routine: they'd touch my nipples or clit, whisper "I want to enter you... is it okay?" and I'd agree because it felt good enough. Sometimes they'd ask for a blowjob before penetration, but that usually lasted no more than ten minutes. I'd always admired the sex described in erotic novels or shown in adult films, but maybe only a select few could actually experience that kind of passion. Once I realized how bland my so-called normal sex life really was, it lost all appeal. I broke up with that boyfriend. Later on, even when things heated up casually, I found myself wondering—will this guy actually make me feel something real? Still, the familiar rhythm of sex was hard to break. After finishing, I'd glance at the clock—sure enough, barely thirty minutes had passed. Ugh, seriously? What's the point? Brooding over this endlessly, I was invited to participate in an adult video shoot. It was something I'd never considered before, so I figured it might be a good way to shake things up. But I couldn't help wondering—what's sex really like in this world?