I've been with about ten guys or so, and they were all kind and made me feel good, but somehow it never felt quite enough. I always craved more stimulation, but it was too embarrassing to say out loud—I never had the courage to ask for it myself. I kept wondering, am I weird or something? But recently, I finally realized the truth: I'm actually a total masochist. That's when someone who seemed like they could fulfill my deepest desires approached me. I knew people into this kind of thing often get tied up, so I thought... maybe I should try it too. Even just having my hands bound makes me so wet—please, punish me, I beg you... I've been waiting for something like this my whole life.