I haven't had sex with my husband in over two years. He comes home at night, I serve dinner, and we barely speak as he stares at the TV. Without a word, he takes a bath and says only, "I'm going to sleep," before rolling over and passing out. When we first got married, I was so happy with this brand-new high-rise apartment. Every time I saw the sparkling night view, I thought, "I'm so glad I married this man." But now, I can't even bring myself to open the curtains. Seeing those glittering lights only makes me feel emptier. I thought that as long as I married a wealthy man, even if our relationship soured, I'd still manage somehow. But I couldn't fool myself anymore. Especially the loneliness in my body—it's reached its limit. Last week, I tried to get close to my husband, hoping just to hold hands while falling asleep, but he turned away, saying, "I have to get up early tomorrow." That was the moment something snapped inside me, and I impulsively applied for this shoot. I'm extremely nervous today. It's been two years since I've touched a man, and I'm not even sure I can have sex anymore. As I fidgeted, suddenly he kissed me. I wasn't mentally prepared at all, and I was shocked. It had been so long since I'd shared a deep, tongue-kissing embrace, and instantly my entire body was overwhelmed with pleasure. I'm not young anymore, yet just from kissing, I got excited and my pussy got wet—so embarrassing. His large hands rolled my nipples, and he gently rubbed me over my panties, making me wetter and wetter. Ah, this feeling—it kept bringing back memories, sensation by sensation. His cock was bigger than any I'd ever seen before. When I took it in my mouth, it immediately filled me completely. Still, he pushed it deeper, a little forcefully. Thinking that this hard, thick cock would soon be inside me made me excited even while sucking it. At first, he teased me, refusing to go deep. I pleaded with my eyes to be penetrated, and the moment he finally thrust all the way in, my insides gushed with wetness, and the pleasure was so intense I nearly blacked out.