When the term "rikejo" gained attention, I started getting a lot more attention at group dates. Since men in science fields weren't particularly interested, I unexpectedly became a target of interest from other guys. Being seen as quiet and not into flashy lifestyles was probably one of the reasons I was popular. Busy with work and rarely able to attend parties, I learned to focus all my energy on approaching men during the rare occasions I did go out. Sometimes those nights led to adult relationships. Otherwise, I usually spent my evenings alone, watching porn DVDs and masturbating. I've always been interested in BDSM and wanted to try it for a long time. It felt awkward to do such things with someone I met at a group date, and confirming compatibility over dinner seemed like a hassle. I started growing curious about having sex with a professional. I really wanted to experience something intensely pleasurable at least once. Lately, I've had no boyfriend, and both my heart and body felt lonely. So meeting a pro at this timing felt like pure luck. The man's cock was huge, rock-hard, making it difficult to give a blowjob. But when he grabbed my head and shoved it deep into my mouth, my submissive side was triggered, and I grew increasingly aroused. When he started fingering me, I gushed wet instantly, clearly showing his professional skill. Being taken hard from behind and riding him in cowgirl position, feeling him thrust powerfully from below, hitting deep with fine vibrations, felt incredibly good. I'm really glad I left it all to a pro.