After graduation, I felt like I'd been thrown alone into a world I knew nothing about. I don't know anyone. Why am I even here? Before arriving here, I thought I had so many dreams and things I wanted to do. But maybe none of that matters anymore. I feel like I've finally found a place where I belong. Without even realizing it, unknown instincts deep within are pulling me forward. People around me still see me as a child. I wanted to stay a child forever, but my body has matured, changing in ways that unconsciously attract men. As embarrassing as it is, I've started craving affection. A deep desire to cling to someone wells up from inside my heart.