When I was still in the early grades of elementary school, my father and I visited the newly built house of his friend to celebrate. That evening, my father stayed out drinking, and in the late afternoon, the homeowner's wife, Sayuri, bathed me along with their child. Seeing an adult woman's body for the first time, I became intensely aroused. Late that night, I secretly peeped into the couple's private room. Whether because my fantasies had spiraled out of control, the next day, when I found myself alone with Sayuri, those desires turned into reality. The events of that night left a profound impact on my life.