I don't know when it started, but I gradually developed masochistic desires. My sensitive, delicate body gets aroused when mistreated by others. Ordinary sex can't satisfy me anymore. I crave more extreme, intensely painful play. My desires keep growing, until I can no longer control myself. I yearn for fierce BDSM that drives all thoughts from my mind. I want to be treated like a dog. I beg for punishment. I'll accept anything. I want someone to train and discipline me. I want to drown myself in that pleasure.